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PROFILE ♥
Ashley ♥
100593 , Single ; Teach me how to laugh . don't tell me who i am because unless i write all
my thoughts down on a piece of paper & hand it
to you, you don't even know half of it.
partly because of sch , and family too . all of these seem like eternity . i make me wonder wad im lack of ?
i understand that being sad is very easy , happiness , on the other hand , seem so far to achieve .
yesterday , ofcoarse gt another lecture from my mother again ._. well , its weird , cause i started crying. (normally it just go off from another ear) maybe its so long since she finally scold me .. Although its nt pleasant to hear , but i always believe that its for my good . i always tell other people that too , when they are trying to be rebellion .
but then , even knowing that its the right thing to do , why is it so difficult to do the right thing ? study is wad a student shld do , im very clear of this too . who wouldnt want praises from others ? to be the top and all ;
I ask myself , i did tried before . Maybe to be a criminal instead might be easier for me instead...
sign , the road seem so far ahead . )=
also, recently , i felt very distance from all my frens and others ): really really far , im almost silent during class and recesses .. although i still sit and eat with them , i didnt speak a word at all .. i just look at them and listen to what they say , felt like i had nth to speak related to the topic =/ wondering why they can always laugh so loud . haha . i wish i could laugh like them too >.<
