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PROFILE ♥
Ashley ♥
100593 , Single ; Teach me how to laugh . don't tell me who i am because unless i write all
my thoughts down on a piece of paper & hand it
to you, you don't even know half of it.
ahh . i dont know what to say . im sad . Because i found out that i had been a bitch !
how shld i put it ?
i had not been doing a good gf , infact a very bad one . feel so guilty and regretful nw . but nobody can change the past .
Know why im typing this ? Cause my lovely dear , said that he is GOING to have no feeling for me anymore ._. it was a shock , horrifying , disheartening news . yea , i cried in the lanshop , on the way home , on the bus , home .
well . i didnt blame anyone , who can i blame anw ? its all my own fault .
hais , if only i decided to change earlier . this wont have happened ..
He said once " to love someone , is to let them go and give them my blessing"
right ? at first i did , no matters how hurts it is , i letted him go . Like i said in my previous post . i cant live without him .. then i duno what i shld do ._.
stupid sentence -.- oh anw , at night i finally came into conclusion after seeing derrick;s msg again ! his msges is as irratating as usual , but , i suddenly think of smth . i duno why too .
i tot , if he havn't give up for almost 3mths aldy and im always treating him so cold , then why shld i give up in less then 1 day ?
so i start asking why he still haven give up on me blah blah . he say boys say no feeling all jiaowei one . cheering me up i guess ? haha i felt btr (:
anw im sure that i cant take a month challenge ._. its hard for a B-A-B-Y like me . you know . hmmm , maybe 2 wks ? i will show him my change this two wks . if he really no feeling for me le .. then at least i can tell myself ,
