i talked to dear ytd .
well , i sort of hint our problems to him ..
but i didnt solve my doubts ,
infact it add on to it ..
sigh , i hate the stupid literal book .
i make me THINK -.- (like montag)
i dont want to think , i just want to be ignorant thinking that he is purely in love wif me , and i love him thats all (:
and now .. I THINKED ._.
I discover that our conversation is also full of denial .
cos everytime i ask him smth ,
he would reply .
"i can't be bother"
maybe he is just joking wif me , but it hurts inside .
seriously , i dont know why im being so sensative ..
arnt all girls liddat ?
well since im liddat , then i should change it .
his happiness is all i care nw (:
if he's happy , nth matters to me aldy .
even though it's breaking inside .