ps i blog alot lately ,
means that i had recover all the posts that i didnt before (:
now i wonder ...
seriously what is the problem wif me ?
am i too selfish ?
am i too emotional ?
am i too sensative ?
Yes , i admit im abit jealous nw .
which is stupid cause thr wasnt anything to jealous at all !
i know im one lousy girlfriend ,
im too easily affected by other things ..
if i ask you , you would tell me that i think too much ,
or that i dont trust you .
i really really want to trust you with all my heart ,
but easier say then done .. thr's still like smth inside ...
maybe one of the reason is because you wont tell me anything ..
i felt so distance from you lately , i wonder if you felt it too ..
i dont know why , last time i tot we had alot to tok abt ..
but nw ...
i kept staring at my phone ,
thinking what shld i do?
Or
did i really think too much ?
im trying my best to change , to someone you would like ..
one shldn't change because others .
but for you , i will (:
this is the decision i made ,
and the only reason is ,
us to last .
Shld i let you read this ?