life really sucks .
omg . i sound so pathetic again ._.
i duno what to do wif my life ,
and my own boyfriend .
sigh .
we had nt seen for erm, 16 days alr .
to him , maybe it dun look like a prob ,
but to me , i tink it is .
changing a person is really difficult ,
maybe its nt me who can do it ):
oh well , time to wake up and stop dreaming ! (:
one more thing , sry to my frens tat i give temper to ytd ,
i know you're my frens , and nt my dog .
so im sorry for my bad attitude .
hate me if you want .
I hate maple , going to quit it .
sometimes, i just want to be alone.
but my biggest fear is that I will be.