75 days ; last day .
im totally broken into pieces ._.
break up with him le ...
i had been crying for an hr in the afternoon ,
but i stopped and though its over .
until tomatoboii call me .
he say he tok to my bf , and tell me what he said .
sigh , i almost cried to him on the phone ,
luckily hang off in time .
so i ran to the toilet and lock myself inside for 1hr ._.
at first i still regret for brking with him ,
until i call tomato again for more details ,
i realise what i did is correct .
yea . i shldnt shed tears for a person who dun treasure me at all .
he even say its my fault .
usually at times liddat , i would go find a new bf .
because i tot they would at least ease my pain for awhile.
even if its just awhile its okay .
but then , i just found out ,
everytime it just hurt me more .
emptiness must be overcome by myself .
i cant rely on anyone else .
enuff of emo talk , time to move on :D
I need to come to realize that he's just a
guy, a special one, maybe, but he's not mine.
I don't need to do things to make him
love me. If he wanted to, he would
