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Ashley ♥
100593 , Single ; Teach me how to laugh . don't tell me who i am because unless i write all
my thoughts down on a piece of paper & hand it
to you, you don't even know half of it.
okay . post deleted , not because of anyone , but just for myself (:
cos when my fren read it out , i bow my head down wif shame -_- see what i write in the past make me want pui . lols .
anyway . nt closing down le :D:DD happy or nt ? my fren forced me to continue , oh well .
the most i promise nt to write abt anyone k ? (: only myself .
anw abt ytd , i admit that im a coward cos i tried to talk to him and apologise , and run off in the end . uh , i slam my laptop shut .
after seeing xnoob ask me: "why you like that one? have std alrdy still go find maple bf ."
i didnt slam because HE ask me , but because WHAT he ask me ==ll himself last time gt stead hai bu shi go around find girl marry . kp .
anw , i also want to know why i like "that" one if you can gimme a satisfied reason im happy to reward you a few hundreds bucks (:
The turth is , I ALSO DUNNO WHY I LIDDAT -_- omg . i also know that im an idoitic , lame , pathetic person who is nt gd in particularly everything . but that didnt mean i know WHY im liddat !
sigh , you just dont understand my probs do you ? ):
anw , I GT MY IDENTITY CARD :D:D:D so chio ~ cant wait to find someone go pool wif me =x i finally can book a table le >.<
btw , today yijing's bio teacher said that the world is going to end in 2012 . because the government said that all construction work will end in 2011 . and they are building a underground city of height of 100m in 3 years time . the 3 walls along marina bay is to block all the water , which is impossible .
he also said that global warming is fake , i mean , its true that thr is global warming . but our normal carbon dioxide value is 0.03% rite ? DUE to global warming , it had increase to 0.036% . do you seriously think that 0.006% will cause our funny weather nw ?
after listening to her , i felt the bio teacher make so sense =/ lols , so the world is really going to end ? thats certainly good news for me ! (: im nt sarcastic or wad la . i just felt that life is meaningless as ever anw . since we all had to die in the end rite ?
in my previous post , rmb the geog teacher ask me to find goals ? i still cant find =/ but then , i wan to tell her how i feel though . if she can ans my ques , i make sure i will study like a dog !
i personally think that life is abt how we live it happily , and nt what we achieved in this life . what do we student had to study so hard for ? for results ? get results then what do we get ? a good job , a doctor or lawyer ? then what do a good job get ? money ? then do money brings you happiness ?
nt at all ! you might think you are top of the world cos you became the president . but seriously , do you think a president is any happier than a toilet cleaner ? Cause i dont think so =/
And when both the president and toilet cleaner lying in the hospital at the same time going to die . who do you think can die happier ?
the president have many many things to worry abt , cos a single decision of his might affect the whole country , while the toilet cleaner can go without worries .
i know , if i tell my mother this , she is just going to stab me wif a kitchen knife ): this is my life , i live it the way i want , and nt how others want me to live it . rite ?
sigh , why cant adults just see things in a different angles sometimes ? you might see the world more beautiful then they already are , because of human's selfishness & pride , thats why it became the state its in nw , nobody trust eachother anymore , its such a pity . if thr really is a end of the world, this is the price we had to pay for our mistakes after all.
