Some people say drinking beer will helped to forget unhappy moments,
maybe just a little while,
but why when the bitter liquid go down my throat,
i just feel more bitter ?
since i had too much time for daydreams & stoning session.
what had i really been this yr ?
-trying my best to please my mum .
-trying my best to make everyone happy.
-trying my best to put a smile on my face.
-trying my best to study & do homeworks.
and the result of all my hard work is ,
nothing !
because,
-i failed MOY like shyt .
-my mum got too tired to scold me.
-everyone turn their backs on me.
-sitting in the toilet wif tears.
and nw , when i want someone to talk to .
i only had my teddy bears & mirror .
basically, im just talking to myself .
shouting and crying in the toilet mirror ._.
ohhh . look at this mad woman (:
i tried so hard to cheer all my close ones ,
after that , who will cheer me up ?
-my mirror and teddy bears lor .
sometimes, i just feel like taking a step off from the building.
till then , my loved ones & parents will hold a party of joy (:
if im nothing but an eyesore . D:
im sorry my dear . i've make you sad .
im a terrible girlfriend.
i duno what to say naymore ,
but words of guilt & apolagising.
It's hard to grow up in a society
where you will never be the pretty girl ..
everyone seems to have everything you dont .
&dreams are always one cloud
away from where you are.
不是因为寂寞才想你,是因为想你才寂寞。
