i had a nightmare ytd .
everybody i know ran after me holding a knife,
trying to rip my heart out ._.
i run and run in the darkness trying to find help
but there was none .
after i woke up and found myself crying .
what a stupid dream -__-
after cannot fall aslp .
am i stupid enough to even give myself hope again ?
hais .
i suddenly understand the feeling my mother felt ,
when she and my father wanted to get a divorce .
the hopelessness they felt in their heart .
its almost dead ba ;o
anw , dear do not want to go out wif me .
at first , i was thinking of walking around myself .
but lucky joey aiai was free to pei wo ^_^
so , going out wif her to kbox ltr to clear my stupid brain ,
and also to early celebrate our 9th anniversary :D:D
there's this show that look nice ,
cyborg She . issnt nice ? o.o
i feel like watching o ;o
see you guys !
What is heartbreak?
Is it lying on the bathroom floor
trying your damnedest to breathe
while simultaneously wondering
why it went wrong,
how you're gonna get up
and pretend like everything is alright
