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PROFILE ♥
Ashley ♥
100593 , Single ; Teach me how to laugh . don't tell me who i am because unless i write all
my thoughts down on a piece of paper & hand it
to you, you don't even know half of it.
just argue wif my boyfren again. sad like hell. lol. jer tried to cheer me up but then he gtg. yea thats what friends are for, but after all all he can help is liddat only rite?
i always wanted a tx bf, and then always envy my friends when they got one. nw i have one, is that ntenuff? i know he love me, he know i love him wad. is this how simple a relationship is? all problems are solved? if so, why are we still arguing?
i really dun have much high expectation wad. i just wan someone that i can share wif and trust him wif all my secrets. someone that will comfort me when i nid help, someone that will wrap my tears away and say its okay. someone that can understand all my worries and fear, someone that accepts who im.
is that so hard?
if it is so hard then why is it only me that cannot do it? so means the problems lay on me? i shld go reflect then? why after so many times of reflecting, so many times of forcing my heart pain like hell, things doesnt change?
why is this world so unfair! why only i cannot do it?
my fren tell me that we nid communication, i tok nicely to him ytd wad. i THOUGHT things will improve, but then i was wrong again. if it improved, we wont be shouting at eachother for such stupid matters.
sigh, what am i going to do nw. writing this stupid post for my own pathetic feelings? no one give a shytabt this anw. everyone had their own problems to busy abt, how much time are they going to spend on this pathetic post? 2min? then 2hrs of comforting? then wad? wad abt my probs? so in the end? I only have me, myself and I.
thats all right? (: i know im right. so dun bother comforting.
