♥ Life, Such a game.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009 ♥ 10:54 PM

I FINALLY REALISE HOW HARD IT IS TO BE A MOTHER. -.-

k it started liddat.
cos last wk my bf is suppose to go out wif me but he went poa so we didnt go out,
even though nt very happy abt it, but it is for gd purpose so i kept my mouth shut otherwise i will be called a bad and unthoughful gf when my bf is studying -.-
but this wk he gt nth to do and he didnt go!
tinking abt why he didnt switch the order of nt going poa last wk and go this wk,
fiery emotions came to me and i scolded him abt being lazy and liar,
copying speech that my mother gimme which is super relavant,
and he say i kpkb -.-

zzz.
so this is my feeling abt being a mother.
HAVING A TEENAGE TO TAKE CARE OF SUCKS -.-
call me kpkbbbbb T.T no wonder my mother is so angry when i talk back to her.
*speechless*
but i sort of understand what my bf feels when i kpkb to him, i dun agreed to it though.
sometimes when you know it is wrong you still continue doing it, human nature we call it,
so this thing go both ways.
wth -.-

conclusion is helping a person(with relations) is SO HARD.
its like u cant give up on him, at the same time letting him scold u for no reason when u are trying to help,nt only he dun appreciate it at all, he blame you for it, making me super dulan. -.-
k im nt giving birth when im married -.-
if i gt a kid that dont help themselves im sure i will encouter heart attack before my 35s ._.
lolsssss.