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PROFILE ♥
Ashley ♥
100593 , Single ; Teach me how to laugh . don't tell me who i am because unless i write all
my thoughts down on a piece of paper & hand it
to you, you don't even know half of it.
CHANGED MY BLOGSKINS TODAY. love it soooooooo much! i know the words on my titles sound abit slutty and bitchy. hey, but dun judge a book by its cover okay? i just think its cool. hahaha (:
5 items test today. my physical fitness getting worst and worst. dunno what to do abt it. well, at least i had no prob of passing :D btw, got back amath test paper today. 21/25 :D am i the highest in class? i am not sure.. but pls tell me i am! omg! hahaha! today router reached. BUT no wireless when i opened and tried it. super pissed. call daddy and give him a good scolding abt his stupid-ness of taking rubbish back home. yea, so dear had to buy himself after all. maybe he wont lend Nintendo Wii to me anymore since i didnt contribute anything.. i know by right he SHOULD lend me.. but i just dont feel confidential asking him to lend me anymore. }: (although its not my fault that made him spend another $80 on it) had to wait for his simple brain to change so that he would lend me automictic-ly.. which most likely not to happen.. 不好意思 ma... guess i just had to go his house or marina house to play wii T.T ..
anw today finally manage to tell him the prob that i hide in my heart for so long. since we stead. thought it was going to work out after such a long time. BUT, in the end i was too paiseh to tell him how to change that. asked him to guess but he guess wrongly (disappointed) :( so i did copy the sentence but too afraid to paste it, so... no chance of making him change after all ): ++ BIG SIGH. HAIS HAIS.
why the hell am i so scare, afraid of rejection? i alr expected it, then why am i so fking paiseh for nth in particular -.- agh. so angry with myself la. now he went slp and i got nth in the end. stupid simple minded person .______.
i feel much more comfortable writing it here.. in 3rd person form. wrote this for him to read anw.. but just feel not so paiseh. feel soooooooo retarded. why am i born with this weird brain?
