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PROFILE ♥
Ashley ♥
100593 , Single ; Teach me how to laugh . don't tell me who i am because unless i write all
my thoughts down on a piece of paper & hand it
to you, you don't even know half of it.
staring at the phone waiting.. for a msg that will nvr come. even know it wont come.. still cannot accept the fact and continue waiting.. so stupid.. asking myself the same ques.. do he miss me the way i miss him? would he stare at the phone waiting for my msg like i am now..? or is he just slping at a pig now.. i can choose to msg him now and find out the answer, hesitant many many times.. but maybe im just too afraid to find out the answer.. what if it is not the answer i wan?
just finish the last episode of devil besides you. cry from the start to the end. i cry even more then the actor that is suffering inside la ._. so retarded. really very sad nah! watch taiwan drama already liddat.. imagine me watching korean drama ._. omg. i will nvr watch it! faith.. give the courage to continue loving? but i feel so insecure.. 1 day ago feeling happiness from the heart, the next day struggling with feelings inside.. im too sensitive ba.. but i am a woman okay ._. woman use their feeling to act, man use their lower part of the body to act right. lols. :x
hao lah, i think i shld just force myself to slp so all these meaningless thoughts could disappear tgt with it. the feeling i want.. is not what he can give issit? so i can only accept what faith brings me?.. then who can give me this faith to continue being strong..
