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PROFILE ♥
Ashley ♥
100593 , Single ; Teach me how to laugh . don't tell me who i am because unless i write all
my thoughts down on a piece of paper & hand it
to you, you don't even know half of it.
i dunno why i wake up so early.. i tried to force myself back to slp. but it failed. wake up sitting on the bed. heart filled with emptiness.. i suddenly miss him so much.. looking at all the memories we had.. it hurts so much, i dunno why i say those bad things to him ytd.. i stare at pig and look at him. then my tears start to roll down.. pig rest his head on my finger.. like he knew what i feel. this is the first time he hadnt run away from me when i touch him. haha.
i msged him again in the morning.. i dunno if it works. im pretty sure it wont.. but i decided to try once, so i could be convince to give up too. give up.. what a simple word yet so meaningful. meaningful in the sense, so hard to complete. remembering all the promises we had.. thinking which is true and which is lies.. love, is it a game too? i promise this will be the last person i love. and i will do it. I WONT GET A BFFF ANYMORE. or not so soon. till im more mature to think..
I just screw my life up. yes.. making myself upset, making everyone upset. i sucks, no wonder i had no friends (: i think i deceive it. lols. mummy.. when are you going to be back.. no one is there for me anymore, i nid to be strong. sigh, i guess this is a part of growing up..
