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PROFILE ♥
Ashley ♥
100593 , Single ; Teach me how to laugh . don't tell me who i am because unless i write all
my thoughts down on a piece of paper & hand it
to you, you don't even know half of it.
just came back from counseling. great time i could say, wasted 1 hr crapping out words of lies. but after few weeks of counseling, i felt that she dig out something out of me. regret thinking that she is just a useless person. fine, i was just telling the truth abit abit :x
if doraemon represents hope, thats what im longing for? (: this game of life, i dun wish to continue playing. so far, i thought i had always wanted to end this life. but after a week of suspecting that i had h1n1 and refuses to go to the doctor or hospital, i realise i didnt want to die yet. :/
sigh, how i wish i could just sleep and nvr wake up. forgetting all about responsibility, feelings, and all these craps. Ytd lao di scold me, he ask me wtf im doing, asking me to wake up. im dreaming? if i am, then why even in a dream im experiencing all these. why cant my dream be better? since its just a dream.
but, i dun wan to wake up. running from reality, my fav. I promise pudding we will forget him together. he say he will help me. Yes, Im sure i can do it. (: attachments is not what i nid, i just nid myself. thanks friend.