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PROFILE ♥
Ashley ♥
100593 , Single ; Teach me how to laugh . don't tell me who i am because unless i write all
my thoughts down on a piece of paper & hand it
to you, you don't even know half of it.
sch was fine. shldnt had went today. weili and ruth both didnt go school. they left me alone ): feel so sad )': , so lonely today..
but pe was fun (: softball! didnt know i would actually enjoy softball. hahaha, i feel so stupid inside! ppl hit the ball, i first 2 times strike, then 3rd time actually strike :x but the teacher wan me play, so she didnt count it. then when i was going to hit, i heard her say "just hit lightly" so i hit .. lightly.. LOL ppl play softball the ball fly right? my ball is like drop down the ground. then i stare at it very long, thinking, run or not? LOL until the teacher say run! then i run! hahaha until the 2nd base.
so nxt was chen gim's turn. SHE HIT UNTIL SO FUNNY LAH. then i stare at her, running.. (while i was standing at the 2nd base) then some ppl shout at me RUNNNNNNNNNNN. then i wake up from daydream and RUNNN. LOL. it was totally diseaster. but strange that i find it fun (:
found out how anti-social im again.. since weili and ruth wasnt here. following other ppl's trail.. IT SUXXX. im like an unwanted stray cat. I DONT WANT GO SCHOOOOL T.T after yixuan and daphy kind of "bully" me cos of my chinese name ._. i was abt emo and irritated.. but manage to stuff it in my heart. sigh, my chinese name didnt have this prob when i was in HK .. ): SAD.
so.. after school. wanted to go home straight. but thought abt what to do at home.. they was already on the bus, then i ran on the bus just when the door closed! hahaha! then i say im going to follow you! wowww. but didnt bring money today.. so just stare at them eating macdonald, stealing fries :x went home.. yay ltr going out with ruth :D somehow.. feel like going clubbing suddenly. just want to get crazy and throw everything behind my brian.
he suddenly ask me abt break ytd. shock and whatever feelings, mixed. shld i go back to him? wrote a really long post, but decided not to post it. (: thankyou, to a friend of mine. otherwise i would still be hiding on the bed crying. haha (: thanks so much! but saying that you would be beside me forever.. its just words to comfort me right? somehow.. i had stop believing in forever. but didnt want to disappoint you. so i said i did. sorry.. ):
