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PROFILE ♥
Ashley ♥
100593 , Single ; Teach me how to laugh . don't tell me who i am because unless i write all
my thoughts down on a piece of paper & hand it
to you, you don't even know half of it.
why.. even after break you are still causing me so much pain.
sorry everyone for what i've done. now thinking back, i really did many childish stuffs. saying other people is childish instead of myself.. do i really feel better? i duno.
just now me and him sort of argued. he kind of woke me up from my dreamland. i suddenly feel so disgusted with myself. he say "we are teenagers not primary kids." yea, thats true cause i really is behaving like primary sch kids. if only.. im still a primary sch kids. i can say stuff like "i dunwan to fwen you." cause even if you really said it without using your brain, no one is going to blame you.
no face to play maple now ._. .. especially when everyone corners you and you duno what to do, so i went off. my 1st reaction after was, hold my head and cried. then joey aiai suddenly called me.. obviously at the wrong time. use half of my brain cells thinking shld ans or not.. anw i did. and manage to cover up my shaking voice cos she didnt seems to find out ;D my skills are getting better. hoho.
felt like deleting my whole buddy list.. active is active lah.. but whats the point. stared at my whole bl list just now, thinking who to turn to. TOTALLY NO ONE. empty empty de feeling evaloped me.. i dun believe in friendship and true love doesnt mean i didnt know it exist. im just saying it wont fall on me cos im always xia suey!
those prank call people called me like 9 times when i was kooning my nap? lucky i know how to use the function call "SILENT MODE". although i know their words are just craps as it is so clear that they are thinking of craps to crap out. but somehow.. im realise that im still affected by it ._. especially when i was emoing, their words all float into my brain like water!
HEADACHE LAH. stop thinking you stupid girl! must stay strong ;D at least for now. 觉得自己真的好失败哦！ tagboard deleted - ;D if no one is going to tag after they read/ no one is reading at all?!?! , i will rather lie to myself that they read and didnt tag cos there's no tagboard! haha (:
